FaNtAsTiC Friday :P

I love Friday's, I just wish they were mandatory...get out of work early days especially when the day is as beautiful as today is! I feel so good today, I had the funniest girls night with Jackie! I love feeling good and positive and happy because it radiates to other people and it just spreads like wild fire :P
I hope if you are a fortunate enough soul to be at home today and not working you will get out and take advantage of this gorgeous weather! Get it!!

To Tattoo or Not To?

Tattoo's seem to be you love em or you hate em. To me I feel they are nice when placed in a discreet location and they are symbolic of something to you. I have one tattoo, a butterfly because that is the meaning of my name. I have recently for the past few months played with the idea of getting another one, but I have no idea where to put it? I want it in a discreet location but also tasteful. So far I have few one's I like...

I would like this one if it was lighter, and she was looking out smiling and maybe sitting from a side angle.

I don't like the location of this one but I like the tattoo, but I would prefer her looking at you and smiling.

picture courtesy of: http://uwgbcollegekid.blogspot.com/

I love this one, to me it symbolizes moving on and being at peace and still having your heart in tact.

I don't think people should be judged for tattoos, it's definitely a personal opionion and everyone has their reasons and maybe we might regret them down the line when we are old and wrinkly but then again we will be old and wrinkly so it wants to look at you anyway?

Moving On

People say I am crazy to want to talk to you or even be your friend. I am beginning to think they are right. Why is it when you treat people right and you are a truly good hearted person, you tend to forget the hurt and pain people have inflicted on you? I guess I brushed away the pain and started to blame myself...but today I remembered those moments. The moments I sat in my room alone and cried myself to sleep, the moments when I didn't feel myself anywhere I went...just empty, the moments I looked you in the face with tears streaming down my face, and then the moments when you just looked away. You tried to have a pity party and you wanted me there...how dare you. To deny your irresponsible actions and try to blame me is about as low as a person could go. Everyone sees it but the two of you, but I can already tell the guilt of what you have done is starting to creep its way in. I know in my heart one day you'll realize she isn't even a quarter of the woman I am...and the regret will come rushing in like the flood gates to the hoover dam breaking...but I won't be here for you. When I needed you the most you let me down...the one person who should have never let me down and you did. I know I deserve so much better and I will find someone that will treat me how you should have. So I am putting you in a box and locking it to keep you away from me and my heart.